well lets see what happened to me today. First i woke up at 6:30 because someone sean didn't wake me up, and my alarm clock is broke. So needless to say i missed the bus. Then i went to school looking like crap, and saw all the ppl i hate to know. Then i wnet to first hour and failed a pop quiz and i didn't turn in a section review but i see it as not being my fault anyway sonce i was absent. Then i went to rd hour where i sat and watched ben do his odd couple performance.. ooh man he is so good. He needs to get into acting, he would be great. Then i went to fourth hour where i had a project... thank god spanish is my strong point, i made 100. Then Pe we just sat around... lunch sucked because no one ever talks to me at lunch and i hate sitting by renee when jorden is there... third wheelish.So yea 6th hour we had a speaker i swear to god if i had a tape of him speaking, i would never have to count sheep ever again to help myself go to bed. So then 7th hour i dont even quit remember what we did i was too busy yelling at geoffry for being suck a dickler about sexism.
So then i came home talked to ashleigh abut my dream which i will explain about in a minute. So then after that my step mom picked me up and we went shopping.................. i hate shopping. I hate being fat. its like i could try on everything and still feel like a cow, i always wonder why god made me fat? Does he hate me? Did i do something wrong as a child.. when i was skinny???...... i hate life
So that dream................ OK so i was at school. And the peole who are living with us, the householders, well they were like the great ansesters of hitler. And the whole school revolted against them. And i was standing up or them. Sothen the whole school went after me. And as i was running down the main hall right when i got to the E wing a guy, who we will call bob here because i know he reads this, Rescued me. It was like straight outta a movie. So then we were waiting for the large mob to go down the hall when we made a break for it. We ended up in the front of the school, by the anchor. And tahts when "bob" said, "you know, i've been thinking...... Everytime i see you in the halls, i can't help but stare at you. When we talk i never wanna interupt you because you may stop and taht may be the last time i hear you speak for that day. and i've found myself passing by your classes when i go to the bathroom... and well i love you." And thats when he bent down and kissed me. And i woke up. But what i find odd about this dream is that all day it has been replaying in my mind and i can't get "bob" off my mind. And when i saw him today i almost melted like butter..... whats wrong with me???
the fear of staying fat forever
So then i came home talked to ashleigh abut my dream which i will explain about in a minute. So then after that my step mom picked me up and we went shopping.................. i hate shopping. I hate being fat. its like i could try on everything and still feel like a cow, i always wonder why god made me fat? Does he hate me? Did i do something wrong as a child.. when i was skinny???...... i hate life
So that dream................ OK so i was at school. And the peole who are living with us, the householders, well they were like the great ansesters of hitler. And the whole school revolted against them. And i was standing up or them. Sothen the whole school went after me. And as i was running down the main hall right when i got to the E wing a guy, who we will call bob here because i know he reads this, Rescued me. It was like straight outta a movie. So then we were waiting for the large mob to go down the hall when we made a break for it. We ended up in the front of the school, by the anchor. And tahts when "bob" said, "you know, i've been thinking...... Everytime i see you in the halls, i can't help but stare at you. When we talk i never wanna interupt you because you may stop and taht may be the last time i hear you speak for that day. and i've found myself passing by your classes when i go to the bathroom... and well i love you." And thats when he bent down and kissed me. And i woke up. But what i find odd about this dream is that all day it has been replaying in my mind and i can't get "bob" off my mind. And when i saw him today i almost melted like butter..... whats wrong with me???
the fear of staying fat forever