So, yay for the post office and the mail men in town for losing my report card. My heart goes out to you!!! hehe now i can't be grounded longer... hehe :)
"So i dyed my hair unnatural colors...... its better then smoking pot.. dont you think??"- me
"It looks like you smoked pot when you did it"- dad........ I love him!! lol
One of my friedn erin had twins three months ago and one ofthem, the smallest, emma, died this past week. i didn;t go to the funeral because i would have brokedown. Not only outta sadness but because everytime i go to a funeral home or a graveyard i have an anxiety attch of some sort... my biggest fear is death and the unknown so i jst dont take death well. But Emmas Death showed me how short of a life we have and how we have to speand every day as if there may not be another one.
My mother found all the poem i wrote brought them to teh lawyer and yet another 200 bucks goes down the drain...... there goes my cllege money man.Oh well ,not like she likes me anyway: in fact, she wouldn't give me therest of my clothes and such. So i inded up callling around town thursday trying to find my brother so i could steal my own things from my old house. SUCESS... my new room is now a lil less empty and a lil more like home.
Speaking of mothers... i called my stepmom mom today by accident. She really is like my mother though. She is always there to talk and treats me like her own daughter. She loves me so much she is actually gonna adopt me..... i've never had someone love me that much. I finally feel at home here living with my dad i do have to admit.
One of my friedn erin had twins three months ago and one ofthem, the smallest, emma, died this past week. i didn;t go to the funeral because i would have brokedown. Not only outta sadness but because everytime i go to a funeral home or a graveyard i have an anxiety attch of some sort... my biggest fear is death and the unknown so i jst dont take death well. But Emmas Death showed me how short of a life we have and how we have to speand every day as if there may not be another one.
My mother found all the poem i wrote brought them to teh lawyer and yet another 200 bucks goes down the drain...... there goes my cllege money man.Oh well ,not like she likes me anyway: in fact, she wouldn't give me therest of my clothes and such. So i inded up callling around town thursday trying to find my brother so i could steal my own things from my old house. SUCESS... my new room is now a lil less empty and a lil more like home.
Speaking of mothers... i called my stepmom mom today by accident. She really is like my mother though. She is always there to talk and treats me like her own daughter. She loves me so much she is actually gonna adopt me..... i've never had someone love me that much. I finally feel at home here living with my dad i do have to admit.
I went to Mrs.Kathys church today because i couldn;t find a ride to mine. It was okay i guess.... i was forced to go to the youth group after. i mean i guess it isn't that bad. i just dont like big youth groups. I like mine. Its small and we are like our own family.
Speaking of youth group i just got back from ihop.. Mr.bill, my youth leader, treated us there. We all forgot most ofthe sr high kids were at hartner... and the jr high girls were not there.. YAYA!!! So the non harter ppl.. Cait, Anna, Tyler, Will, Andy, And I went to ihop with mr.mike, Mrs Becky, ANd mr bill. It was fun like always.
Last night i went to tHe As Cites Burn concert which was kickass crazy cool!! Everyone who was anyone was there. The bands did great to.. When As Cities Burn went on I almost busted a Nut man.... lol. Afterward me and Josh Batchler (or however you spell his last name) went to java and hung out at the lakefront till like 10:30. then i went home got a shower and called sam and we talked till like 12.
So thats been my life in a nut shell...... isn;t it exciting??
Speaking of youth group i just got back from ihop.. Mr.bill, my youth leader, treated us there. We all forgot most ofthe sr high kids were at hartner... and the jr high girls were not there.. YAYA!!! So the non harter ppl.. Cait, Anna, Tyler, Will, Andy, And I went to ihop with mr.mike, Mrs Becky, ANd mr bill. It was fun like always.
Last night i went to tHe As Cites Burn concert which was kickass crazy cool!! Everyone who was anyone was there. The bands did great to.. When As Cities Burn went on I almost busted a Nut man.... lol. Afterward me and Josh Batchler (or however you spell his last name) went to java and hung out at the lakefront till like 10:30. then i went home got a shower and called sam and we talked till like 12.
So thats been my life in a nut shell...... isn;t it exciting??
the biggest fear i have is death