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As Cities Burn- The Nothing that Kills
and i will hold
i will hold your head above the water
while the current pulls me under
as long as you have breath, my dear
i will dance with death
and i will hang my life in the space between
the noose and your neck
and i won't let you die just yet
i will love you even when you won't let me
and you will kill me by doing nothing
(nothing, nothing)
but i know it's not you, my dear, i know it's not you
i know it's not you, my dear
it's the nothing that kills
i can't save you
control is something out of mine
no i can't save you
control is something out of my control
i will love you even when you won't let me
and you will kill me by doing nothing
but i know it's not you, my dear, i know it's not you
i know it's not you, my dear
it's the nothing that kills
nothing
i can't save you, but i will love you
i can't save you, but i will love you
i can't save you, but i will love you
i can't save you
but i will love you
i like to think that this is love
lost in second chances without end
this is romance
this is romance
So last night i went to wal*mart.. What joy! Actually i find wal*mart amusing. I saw a odd crowd there last night. There was this tall skinny black hairs goth, with a short fat slutly chick, and some country looking girl with too much make up. I turned to my step mom and told her.. "we must be in covington!" haha that was great... sorry to all my covington friends.. you knwo i love yall!! But like sarah and asheligh always say.." there must be something in the water!"
So yea... i bought those space saver bags for mission trip. they aren't that great.. but they sure are fun to play with.. hehehe. Hey at least i have all my clothes in 1/2 of my suitcase and the other half is free!!
o0o0oh i do have some good news! I finally told my parentials that i can not stand that stupid baptist church. I know they go to it and all but seriously. I dont see why i have to go on Wednesday. I mean the only kids who go to the youth on wednesday are jr high boys... yuck! And its just stupid for me to go. Plus i dont like big youth groups... NOT AT ALL. Yes i knwo i just did an oxymoron. THey're youth group is very large.... but the youth on wednesday, no one goes to.
So i leave for mission trip sunday... yay for mission trip! I need to get out of this town. I was gonna go to java tonnight but uhhh... it seems java's open mic night is just getting kind of old. Maybe its because its summer, i dunno. It just seems a bunch of people go to hang outside.. umm hello! you can hang outside java anytime? Open Mic night is to drink coffee and listen to some talent from around the area. But it seems it has become a trend... i hate trends!
You knwo whats is begining to get on my nevres... people telling me they saw robbie... or robbie this or robbie that. Look i dont care what robbie does on his free time. Sure we had a thing.. BUt jesus! I dont care...... Robbie is a big boy, i dont need to knwo his everymood, and frankly i dont care!
sence i have left some fears out latly i guess i'll end with the fear of roaches for today... god please let there be NO Roaches in MONROE!!
So i leave for mission trip sunday... yay for mission trip! I need to get out of this town. I was gonna go to java tonnight but uhhh... it seems java's open mic night is just getting kind of old. Maybe its because its summer, i dunno. It just seems a bunch of people go to hang outside.. umm hello! you can hang outside java anytime? Open Mic night is to drink coffee and listen to some talent from around the area. But it seems it has become a trend... i hate trends!
You knwo whats is begining to get on my nevres... people telling me they saw robbie... or robbie this or robbie that. Look i dont care what robbie does on his free time. Sure we had a thing.. BUt jesus! I dont care...... Robbie is a big boy, i dont need to knwo his everymood, and frankly i dont care!
sence i have left some fears out latly i guess i'll end with the fear of roaches for today... god please let there be NO Roaches in MONROE!!