forgive me you cut out again,
it seems so easy just to blame the reception
but theres something wrong
and i dont know why why
you, you never say goodbye
so please just leave,
you dont mean that much to me
you keep the ring, ill take those saturdays in bed
cause i know you need them
as for me its nothing new
just another two years
i wish we'd always wake up new,
refreshed and born again
with nothing left to lose
but we dream too much
and who needs a crutch
pull off the bandage,
theres no wound so please just leave,
you dont mean that much to me
give back the ring,
keep all those summers with your friends
cause you know you need them
as for me its nothing new just another two years
that im here losing sleep
(chorus)
your sore thumb,
your best defense is miles from home
oh and it reads like a letter, with the words
all broken erased them with a razorblade
cause youre gone
i was lost then i found you
but im breaking down now that
(chorus)
Okay so I leave Sunday!!!! 2 more days baby!!!!
i can not wait. I need to get out of this stupid town. I need a new scene because this is begining to become boring. Wait its mandeville!! lol,,,, they should just rename this town bore-ville.
Well Mrs.Barbera still has not called me to babysit like she said she would. Well i guess its a good thing. I just cleaned the house all day and i dont feel like looking after alex and max right now. But i sure could use the money....... well if she calls i will tak it, i need the mula!!
So yea i hope this mission trip rocks this year. i kinda had a bad experience last year. I mean it wasn't terrible but.... well i'll explain later. I dont really wanna talk about it right now.
I dont think i should put this in here, but since no one reads this stupid thing why not? Yesterday i broke a mirror and when i was picking up the glass i had a sudden urge to cut myself again. Now i haven;t cut myself in a very long tim, but it was lke it was clling for me. So i stoped cleaning it up. just incase i did it without thinking. but i guess i did the right thing... but it was scary.....
HAHA some guy just called and his name was Jorge Ramos!!! sorry i love mexicans. Ooh its pronounces Whore-Hey Ra-Moes... hehe
the fear that i will cut myself again
the fear that i will cut myself again